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Horror Vacui

by Project Zeta

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1.
[Instrumental]
2.
Cycles 04:16
I’m facing the day when time stopped inside your head and your star faded. You came here telling me that you wouldn’t be around anymore. Now I’m trying to forget the fire that ran trough my veins some time ago. Some time ago… And now that you are gone and I feel so lost, it’s time to close the cycle. It’s time to end the cycle. The darkness that fills my heart and soul is one of the things I can’t expel. But trust me: the empty space you left if being filled by water. It’s raining. Now I’m trying to forget the fire (let it rain inside) that ran through my veins some time ago (let it rain inside). And now that you are gone and I feel so lost it’s time to close the cycle. It’s time to end the cycle.
3.
I wake up just to find that you are gone. I can’t find a reason for you to go. “This fairytale is over” screams a note you left, “I won’t be around anymore”. No further explanation or clues about your choice. I used to think that we were fine, but now I see that you were not. And now the room’s atmosphere is cold, and the fire doesn’t warm it up. Outside it’s raining and I can’t believe you’re gone. But I won’t let this stormy weather bring me down, I’m a lot stronger now than I was before. The tears I had to cry for you, they ran out and I can’t replace them now. I wonder if you just met someone else. Or was it the result of something I did? Now I can’t find a way to start my day again, but I know I have to let go. I’ll stop the tears and start looking for something to do. I’m not a child anymore, I swear this time I won’t get lost. The rain will go away.
4.
Grey 04:56
[Instrumental]
5.
When I heard your voice another song came from the bottom of my soul, and then I fell for you. Your scent filled all the room. And music flowed away. As my feelings overflow I just can't take my eyes off you. Girl, I happen to know one or two ways to tell the truth. And I'll tell you... I will send fear away. I'll make sure you smile. So give another chance to life to put someone in your life. Life's too short to fear mistakes. And we can blame on the magnetism. The taste of your lips told me your name, Apple & Passionfruit. So even with the risk of burning I will try and reach the sun for you. So take my hand and fly with me. I'll take you home please come with me. Please come with me.
6.
Mandelion 04:04
You have that light in your eyes, and a smile so bright it could make the sun look dark. Stay with me tonight, we’ll set the room on fire. So blow away my mind, I need your love to fly. Please smile. So bright. I have a Fire burning inside, deep within my heart. The Fire has your name, and it’s keeping me alive. My wings are strong enough to fly right next to you. My lungs are burning up as I scream that I love you. I feel so lost when you’re away, and I won’t make it on my own. So shine your light on me, please help me find the way. I was so lost till you jumped in, now I can reach the sky and stars with ease.
7.
[Instrumental]
8.
Night awaits in darkness. Feel an empty space inside you chest. In madness you dwell, and you won't ever find your heart again. Found your home as a broken place. You must see for yourself all the pain you have caused to the people that used to love you. Fought with fear. I couldn't find a way, out of this nightmare. Oh irony! It’s like drawing trees on paper. Fever is frantically spinning inside your mind. It's useless trying to forget, the past will haunt you forever. In the end you will fail to forget all of the things you did. It's always like that for people who don't know how to be real. Found your home as a broken place. You couldn't find a way, out of this nightmare. Oh irony! It’s like drawing trees on paper.
9.
Dilectio 03:19
A tiempo me di cuenta que por fin había encontrado aquello que por años yo había esperado. Recuerdo que su presencia acabó con la tristeza, y su beso me provocó una pérdida de la entereza. Y descubrí que podía volver a amar. Mi corazón volvió a latir al ver llegar por el camino una razón para seguir tratando. Despacio, el resplandor del sol aumenta. Encuentro en ti una razón para seguir luchando contra esta tempestad. Hoy no nos van a ganar. Y descubrí que podía volver a amar. Mi corazón volvió a latir al ver llegar por el camino una razón para seguir de pie. Una razón para seguir tratando. Volver a amar. Una razón para volver a amar.
10.
[Instrumental]
11.
Horror Vacui 04:34
Lo siento, no puedo cambiar la dirección. Y el tiempo se llevará la situación. Caminando hacia ese lugar. Contando los minutos para llegar de nuevo a mi hogar. Despierto y siento el vacío en la cavidad donde va el corazón. Mis costillas no cumplen con la función de protección, no cabe ningún corazón. Podías amarme, pero decidiste escapar. Sólo causaste otra fisura en mis alas de cristal. Te convertiste en lágrimas de repente, y anulaste la combustión. Nunca dijiste la causa de tus delirios ni los motivos de tu aflicción. ¿Alguna vez podré volar de nuevo? (Sólo termínalo ya) Suena imposible no puedo ni imaginarlo. (Sólo termínalo ya) Lo siento, no puedo cambiar la dirección. (Sólo termínalo ya) Y el tiempo se llevará la situación. (Sólo termínalo ya) Hundirse es tan sencillo como respirar. Y hoy siento de nuevo el miedo al vacío que está creciendo en mi interior.
12.
Despero 03:13
”Take your time to fade away".  I used to think that I was enough. Now the world's on fire and I'm so lost. "Feel the pain, inside your chest. You found yourself drowning in despair. Through darkness now you fly, and you can't even see your hand in front of your eyes, and I won't let you find a way back home or anywhere else".  Feel so far away from all the things I used to love.  "You cried. Oh child you are so lost. Try to make it out alive from this, I'm sure that you will fail. Through darkness now you fly, and you can't even see your hand in front of your eyes, and I won't let you find a way back home or anywhere else".
13.
Today, when I woke up, I was alone. All your stuff was gone, along with you. Last night we fought over some meaningless things that I can't remember. I told you I didn't wanted to fight anymore. And you just turned your back on me, and told me you wanted to sleep. Not a single word of love. Not even a simple “bye”. Nothing. I just remember that the last thing I said to you was "I love you, just please try to remember that time when our worlds collided". I crept off the bed, and found a letter that blew my mind away. It happened to throw away all of the things we used to do. And all we wanted. All we made, all we created. "When did our worlds collide? What I actually felt was a totally different thing. You crashed in my window. You were actually a beautiful thing, but I never believed you would want to stay for so long. I never meant to hurt you. You should've know that some things are better left unsaid. Dilectio brings hope. Then, the Horror Vacui appears. And I'm sorry, but I'm not quite prepared to face the Despero that follows it. I never meant to hurt you, nor did I wanted you to face that delusion alone. But I'm sorry, I can't stay." We fought for the last time. We couldn’t save our beautiful affair. And now it doesn’t matter anymore. And I won’t be a kid this time. So I won’t cry. Now that you’re gone, all the promises will go away, with you. Tonight, what I’m supposed to do? I mean, I was so used to feeling your warmth by my side. Your breath. All of you, right next to me. And now, it’s just and empty space. But well, now that I think about it, it’s been an empty space for a while now. Find me a way out. No, I won’t cry for you tonight. Think I will follow the flow of this useless thoughts of when we were something more than just pain. I don’t want to feel this way again. Please help me find a way to breath without you. Why did you go? I think I will be able to sleep again, feel comfortable between these walls… I don’t know, right now I just feel the urge to burn them. Set them on fire. But I won’t. I won’t because I’m not a child anymore. I am strong, and I realized you just left because you wanted to. Dilectio brings hope, and then the Horror Vacui appears. And yes, it did. And yes, you weren’t prepared to face the delusion of the Despero that follows it. But you, well, never had to be prepared. This wasn’t meant to happen. And now I am alone, in despair and, I don’t know, maybe I will be able to find myself and be fine again. But this time, I just want to ask one last thing from you: If you see them, please tell the birds to stop bragging about their wings.

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This album is the long process of expelling drepression from my body, through a complex and hard year.

Hope you like it. Hope you understand it.
Hope it makes you feel something. Anything.

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released August 10, 2015

Cristóbal Cueva, Mariana Peña Torres.

Recorded, Mixed and Mastered by Cristóbal Cueva @ Veronoveron! Records

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Project Zeta Mexico City, Mexico

The name's Cris.

Musician, writer, photographer, artist.
Music is my passion because I believe it's the purest expression of feelings.
I focus on that. Translating feelings. And communicating them.
I don't write for me to be loved. I write to help.
My goal, writing this music, is that you can unleash your feelings with it. As I did.
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